Friday, January 2, 2009

My Film of The Year - 2008

It has to be Aamir
Aamir is great,not the actor , the film. Gentlemen, hats off. Ladies, handbags down. On your feet, people, prepare for the ovation. Here's why:

1. Because it's the best directorial debut in ages [the film is directed by debutant Raj Kumar Gupta, who assisted Anurag Kashyap in No Smoking], and quite likely the film of the year. It'll take something both special and spectacular to top this awesome little film, and I honestly don't see that happening.

2. Because it explores the Mumbai underbelly with such grit that we can virtually smell the sweat and the biryani, hell, we can feel the blood splash on us as protagonist Aamir (Rajeev Khandelwal) walks helplessly through a little galli and the rhythmic song he hears is punctuated with sounds of the meat cleaver, chopping up brain and bottom with guillotine precision.

3. Because it feels like it could happen to you. This is essentially a thriller about a doctor flying in from London only to find that his family is missing. Not just are they not waiting excitedly at the airport, but the phone at home is ringing answerlessly. Before Aamir can think about what to do, a cellphone is hurled at him, his luggage is scooped off, and he's suddenly following bizarre orders while still sweltering in his Mumbai-unfriendly suit and tie.

4. Because Alphonse Roy's cinematography deserves a 10 on 10. No kidding. This film perfectly marries the concept of a frantic handheld camera with tight, meticulously mounted extreme close ups, the combination giving it balance. When Aamir runs through an overpeopled haze in a fascinating chase sequence, the camera jostles wildly, as if it's also galloping, breathless and confused, just to keep up. Yet the handheld is never indulged to headache extents, while the tight close shots are steady and assured. Very nice.

5. Because the music by Amit Trivedi is gobsmackingly brilliant. It's been so long since we've had an effective theme tune for a Hindi film, and this one features a hauntingly simple violin solo that squirts in -- with eclectic and varied measure, playing rollercoaster havoc with tempo and rhythm -- just when it should. Awesome. The soundtrack is flawless, jazz tossed in atypical to the whore-and-heat surroundings, and Khusro just when you don't expect it.
6. Because the acting is spot-on. Rajeev Khandelwal has an incredibly compelling screen presence, and is consistently so natural that the fourth wall breaks on its own, and your identification with the character is complete. Meanwhile, on the other end of the phone, Gajraj Rao, shot almost completely in the dark, achieves such in-control fundamentalist menace that he makes you shudder, even when stroking an infant's cheeks. The supporting cast all look blessedly unfamiliar and have character dripping from them, especially the hotheaded cabbie.

7. Because director Raj Kumar Gupta has achieved this fantastic nugget of festival-worthy cinema with a really low budget, and while scoffing critics may point to the Filipino film Cavite for inspiration -- a tall order in itself, this is a wholly original Bombay film -- he has shown Aamir to the makers and gotten a no-objection certificate for the same. End the originality/plagiarism debate now; this is our own pikchur, and one we should be proud of.

8. Because while I'm itching to take the film apart and dissect bits of it and discuss the subtext, I just can't do that. It's too good to be spoilt, and the best thing for you going in watching this film for the first time is to watch it totally fresh. The film is a thriller, it is also an extremely internal film about character and conflict, while at the same time being a vividly real external experience, giving you a whiff of Mumbai, minus the cliches.

9. Because it is a first film for the director, the music director, the cinematographer, and the leading man, and that mammoth fact reinstates faith in cinema itself.

10.Because I saw it with my best friends for the first time & I can't think of a reason not to applaud it, and if you can, tell me now, because I'm watching it on dvd again this weekend.

Claps Claps Claps.....

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

A Tribute to Mumbai....

Mumbai Meri Jaan

Nishikant Kamat released this movie on 22nd August, wanting to showcase the ghastly terror attacks on the veins of mumbai- the suburban train systems. Little did he know that just within 3 months, the whole world will come to a standstill, witnessing an audacious attempt by terrorists (BBC's Gunmen) to terrorize one more symbol of mumbai - The Taj Mahal Hotel & Palace.

Attacks on places witnessing frequent foreign visits,like cafe leopold, taj mahal hotel, the trident & nariman house elaborating the fact that terrorism has no religion and the whole world is under scanner. What amazes me is the audacity of the attacks. A Bunch of 20 somethings hijack a boat, land at the gateway of india, fire AK 56's as if they have been practicing it since they were in their diapers & putting a whole country to ransom for 62 hours straight.Phew.. Guts hai... But was our intelligence sleeping...

Media..hmm..This was a time when we saw the best and the worst faces of the media. Best, cuz, After 9/11 this by far the best news broadcast on air. Worst cuz, how insensitive can media get, giving away positions of sharpshooters & interviews of senior NSG personnel on TV. Its not about who is giving the best broadcast, its about whos giving the most sensible broadcast.Period. And unfortunately the repeated cribbin of a lead newscaster on a news channel saying "i can't believe the people at the taj, we have been providing news to the people, and they want to black us out " lead to us thinking and knowing, ohk finally we now know which channels never to watch. Amen !

This article was to be about a tribute to mumbai..but i had to express my displeasure and anger at the terrorists & certain sections of media..

Mumbai, the city i was born in.. Colaba, the place i grew up. Leopold, the place of my first date. I am the normal mumbai citizen. I am not a marathi, i am not a north indian, i am not a south indian, I am just a mumbaiite. I am hurt by what has happened. But i have seen it a lot of times. I have seen it in 1993 blasts, i have seen it in 92 riots, i have seen it in 2007 train blasts. I have seen, i have gone through it, and i have gotten over it. The way rest of mumbai has shared my angst is admirable, this makes me live in mumbai forever. It is the land of dreams and it forever will be. Maybe this time we have been hit hard, maybe this time we will take time to come up, but we will come up again. You will have to realize that u cannot shake our faith. So terrorists take a hike. Politicians, Noone even gives a damn about ur regional speeches. So please, don't even try to poison the minds of a few of those who do.

"Mumbai Meri Jaan", "Salaam Bombay", "Yeh hai bambai nagariya tu dekh babua", "Yeh hai Aamchi Mumbai" etc is a part of mumbai folklore. The spirit of mumbai can be solemn, but it will never die. I salute you mumbai, i salute you indians in mumbai, i salute those who lost their lives in all the terror attacks the nation till now, I salute those who fearlessly fight for our safety. In the end , a song that epitomizes the mumbai spirit..Heres to all my fellow mumbaiites...

Aye dil hai mushkil jeena yahan
Zara hat ke zara bach ke, yeh hai Bombay meri jaan
Aye dil hai mushkil jeena yahan
Yeh Hai Bombay, Yeh Hai Bombay, Yeh Hai Bombay meri jaan

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Sometimes.....

Sometimes I wanna die
when I feel so very alone.
I feel like I wanna cry
but I won't cause now I'm grown.

Sometimes I think I'll scream
to release my childish rage.
Trapped in my sorrowful dream
locked up in a cage.

Sometimes my whole body aches
for all the love that is not mine.
I sit and count all my mistakes,
while everyone thinks I'm fine.

Sometimes I think I need to run away,
just run and never stop.
I have to find a way to hide my dismay,
so I run until I drop.

Sometimes when your mad,
I feel all of these things.
I can't help but to feel sad
and think of what relief death would bring.

***Once again, I will never kill myself.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

All I Want Is You

You are not a distraction,
You are an altercation that distracts me,
You are not a myth
You are a reality unbelievable
You are that happiness which makes me cry
You are the eternal love for which i die
You are the water more intoxicating than ale
From the arrest of your memories, i never get a bail
You are my words i stammer when you are not there
From noone else, i got this loving care
You are the wind that runs in my breath
You are closer to me than life is to death
The seeds of love i've sowed them deep and someday they would sprout
breaking bondages of tongue tied lips, someday they will come out
Till then I pray to god of patience to keep me in my place
Not to give me that dreamy effect, Once i see your face
You are the one whom anything i can do
You are the one for whom the heart says "All i want is you"

Friday, September 19, 2008

Me & Her

As i regret every word i said to her
I lay here thinking why do i do such things?
I wish i had wings to fly to her.
Why?

Because i would die for her.
Looking back to what i did.
The memories i wish i hid.
The silence is something i cannot bear.
I feel like I am about to tear.
I need to hear her voice.
I think i just let loose a tear.
This is just what i fear.

This solitude is something I can not handle.
I need to talk to her.
I wish i could walk to her.
I really should talk to her.
But i can't.
She isn't there.
Wait there she is!
I think I've found her.

Oh no shes gone just as fast as she appeared.
I start to cry my own little tears.
Letting out my worst thing that i fear.
I am alone.
I let out a load moan.
I need to hear her voice.
Its my choice.

The silence makes me want to die.
It makes me want to cry.
Please let me hear her again.
For this i will do anything.
Anything at all.
I will even fall and break my bones.
Just to hear her voice again.
As the silence seeps in.
I feel that i can't win.
So i take out my knife to make a fatal sin.
I just let out a big grin and there i fall never to wake up again.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Its Time for the Champions League !!

The UEFA Champions League, which evolved from the European Champion Clubs' Cup, is a seasonal club football competition organised by UEFA since 1992 ( for the most successful football clubs in Europe. The prize, the European Champion Clubs' Cup (more commonly known as the European Cup), is one of the most prestigious club trophies in the sport.

The tournament consists of several stages. In the present format it begins in mid-July with three preliminary knockout qualifying rounds. The 16 surviving teams join 16 seeded teams in a group stage. Eight group winners and eight runners-up enter the final knockout rounds, which end with the final match in May. Previously only the champions of their respective national league could participate in the competition; however, this was changed in 1997 to allow the runners-up of the stronger leagues to compete as well.

The title has been held by 21 different clubs, 12 of which have won the title more than once. The all-time record-holder is Real Madrid with their nine wins.

The UEFA Champions league is open to the league champions of all UEFA member associations (except Liechtenstein, which has no league competition), as well as to the clubs finishing from second to fourth position in the strongest leagues. Since January 2007 the two lowest-ranked league competitions (currently the Andorra and San Marino leagues) can also represent their domestic champions in the Champions League.

The number of places in the competition depends on the association's rank in the UEFA coefficients table:

* associations ranked 1 to 3 have four positions,
* associations ranked 4 to 6 have three positions,
* associations ranked 7 to 15 have two positions,
* associations ranked 16 or lower have one position.

Champions League 2008-09 Groups

Group A

Bordeaux
CFR Cluj-Napoca
Chelsea
Roma

Group B

Anorthosis Famagusta
Inter Milan
Panathinaikos
Werder Bremen

Group C

Barcelona
Basel
Shakhtar Donetsk
Sporting Lisbon

Group D

Atletico Madrid
Liverpool
Marseille
PSV Eindhoven

Group E

AaB Aalborg
Celtic
Man Utd
Villarreal

Group F

Bayern Munich
Fiorentina
Lyon
Steaua Bucharest

Group G

Arsenal
Dynamo Kiev
FC Porto
Fenerbahce

Group H

BATE
Juventus
Real Madrid
Zenit St Petersburg

FIXTURES

Group stage

Matchday 1 : 16 - 17 September 2008
Matchday 2 : 30 Sep - 01 Oct 2008
Matchday 3 : 21 - 22 October 2008
Matchday 4 : 04 - 05 November 2008
Matchday 5 : 25 - 26 November 2008
Matchday 6 : 09 - 10 December 2008

Final Phase

First knockout : 24 - 25 February 2009,10 - 11 March 2009
Quarter-finals : 07 - 08 April 2009,14 - 15 April 2009
Semi-finals : 28 - 29 April 2009,05 - 06 May 2009
Final : 27 May 2009

The Only Bad part about this, all the matches are live only on TEN Sports, so if you are going to watch it live, be ready for some partial commentary.. Dunno why noone gives credit to clubs other than which play in england.

So lets Hope Liverpool does great in this year's competition as well.

Cheers

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Always & Forever

Always and forever
Each moment with you
It's just like a dream to me
That somehow came true

And I hope tomorrow
Will still be the same
Cause we got a life of love
That won't ever change

Every day lend me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me You really care
And we'll share tomorrow together

There'll always be sunshine
when I look at you
Something I just can't explain
It's the things that you do

If you get lonely
Call me and take
A second to give to me
The magic you make

Every day lend me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me You really care
And we'll share tomorrow together

I'll always Love You...Forever

Every day lend me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me, You really care
And we'll share tomorrow together

I will always love u forever